Friday, June 11, 2010

Everything passes by so fast.. but I still want to believe our Love was built to last.

I have been reading and writing a lot lately. Just like how it used to be.
I found myself reading and comparing the feelings and experiences with my own.
I have never been an easy person, and it feels good to compare the who I was with the who I am. I am not perfect, and I don't know why people assume that I come from the perfect family and that I am spoiled. Ok, they spoil me a bit because I am the only child but it is a regular family, with happy times, sad times, problems, arguments..
I feel fear free. I say what I have to say, I do what I have to do.. I still hesitate sometimes, but I end up doing it my way.
I feel better, happier, healthier, and things look much brighter. :)
I am not taking everything so serious as I used to but I still let my heart ache over silly things.. I am improving but I haven't fixed it yet.
There's a few faces I would like to see at the moment. There is a few places I have in mind to visit. No major plans, just wishes. :) Life takes its way and give me what it has to give according to the way I lead it.
I follow no religion but my own heart and I still think a flower given from the heart means more than all the things money can buy.
I am still me, just learnt too much to behave as before.
I am facing facts, and I know that I have grown up. It is hard for me to leave things and people behind. It is hard to give up on them, but it feels weird to lose balance and don't know if you are fighting for a lost cause or not.
Love.
Mia
x


Everything is gonna be OK in the end. If it's not OK , then it's not the end.

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