"Sometimes I feel strong and secure. Full of aims and goals to reach. Other times I feel like a fragile little girl.
Sometimes I am loud and I want to be heard. Other times I am quiet and I don't even want you to hear me breathe.
Sometimes I don't care. Other times I am a little obsessed with things.
Sometimes I wanna live life at its fullest and don't stop a single minute. Other times I just want to be like a bear and hibernate.
Sometimes I am moody. Other times I am the nicest creature in the world.
Sometimes I am drunk. Other times I am sober.
Sometimes I speak my heart out. Other times I just swallow all my words and cry myself to sleep.
Sometimes I am creative. Other times I just can't draw a smile.
Sometimes I wonder. Other times I am sure.
Sometimes I feel like I am important. Other times I feel I am too small.
Sometimes my head is on the moon. Other times my head is on the moon.
Sometimes I am eloquent. Other times I am confused.
Sometimes I have everything under control. Other times I am lost.
Sometimes I am transparent. Other times I am a mystery.
Sometimes I think with my heart. Other times I try to be racional.
No matter the phase of the moon, I wear my heart on my sleeve. So, so easy to break. "

This is an old post ( by old I mean April this year)... I brought this up again because so much has changed in my life since then, but it still fits me so well. I am still this "Sometimes" person, even though I see the world from a different angle now, and I try to live and face things from the bright side. I am not afraid to talk, I don't need to write my feelings on a napkin anymore. I used to be a drama queen and now I am a drama princess.LOL. I am kinda drama free... I am trying to keep situations as simple as it can be. I realised that if I don't set people free, they will never return. And i write this with a tear in my eye, because I wish I was powerful enough to change the past, but I am not, so I've learnt with my mistakes and present is what matters. I am really sorry, and I apologise to the ones I hurt, but believe me when I say that I haven't hurt anyone as much as I have hurt myself.
Feels good to read this as if I am an outsider to it, sometimes pain ( even if it is so hard to take) makes you grow up.
I am sorry.
Love,
Mia

ps.I am not starting this over again, I just felt like writing it down.
:)