24th June, 2009
Dear You
I am writing just to let you know that you have been important. You still are, but at this point, all I want is to delete you from my thoughts. I thought you were going to be here for life and that we could even grow old together. Inside my head I made plans that included you. Plans that no one or anything could destroy, just ourselves.
“They lived happily ever after”: was the end for the story we wrote together but it wasn’t the end of our story. You draw the saddest end and I was unable to change it. I tried, you can’t say I didn ‘t. I cried myself to sleep and only I know how hard it has been for me to cope with this shit, but it also made me think about my life and who I am. I wish I could understand your reasons but you didn’t even care to explain so all I wanted to know is what the fuck happened to everything you used to feel for me…? Did it just disappear? I never thought that I was this easy to forget. I never thought you could hurt me this way. You didn’t even gave me the chance to say this to you so I am writing this down. I’m taking this out of my chest.
I hope you are happy with the way you chose to go on. I promise myself to get over this and go on peacefully. This is the way I want to carry my life from now on.
I won’t make this much longer, I just want to add that everytime I said I love you, I really meant it.
Take care of yourself.
Sincerely
Me.
Dear You
I am writing just to let you know that you have been important. You still are, but at this point, all I want is to delete you from my thoughts. I thought you were going to be here for life and that we could even grow old together. Inside my head I made plans that included you. Plans that no one or anything could destroy, just ourselves.
“They lived happily ever after”: was the end for the story we wrote together but it wasn’t the end of our story. You draw the saddest end and I was unable to change it. I tried, you can’t say I didn ‘t. I cried myself to sleep and only I know how hard it has been for me to cope with this shit, but it also made me think about my life and who I am. I wish I could understand your reasons but you didn’t even care to explain so all I wanted to know is what the fuck happened to everything you used to feel for me…? Did it just disappear? I never thought that I was this easy to forget. I never thought you could hurt me this way. You didn’t even gave me the chance to say this to you so I am writing this down. I’m taking this out of my chest.
I hope you are happy with the way you chose to go on. I promise myself to get over this and go on peacefully. This is the way I want to carry my life from now on.
I won’t make this much longer, I just want to add that everytime I said I love you, I really meant it.
Take care of yourself.
Sincerely
Me.
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