I don't know if this is a good or a bad thing that I always think with my heart.

People say that in some situations you just need to be racional and, sometimes, even cruel.

People say that you need to be selfish if you want to get something for yourself.

People also say that you need to step over who is on your way to get what you want.

If I need to be like that to get what I want, then I don't want anything at all.

I'm a lover, not a hater. And I will always be.

If you look at me and think I am like this because I had an easy life then you don't know me.

I have been through a lot. I just don't go outside and yell it to the world.

And no, I didn't grow up in a perfect family even though I know for sure that they love me more than anything.

If you think I never cry myself to sleep, then you are wrong again. Oh so wrong.

If you think I am fake and futile because I like to shop then guess again.

I believe in karma and I know you will get what you give.

For years I tried to be perfect. I thought it would change the fact that I am weak sometimes and make everyone be proud of me. What a mistake. I am what I am and I am loved by the ones I love. Get over it!

If you think I don't care, just because I have this I-am-on-the-moon look, then you never spoke with me. I care for people, more than I care for myself sometimes. If you are my friend and call me at 4a.m. to speak your heart out, trust me I won't hang up on you. If I ever say something about you to someone else, I am sure I have said it on your face before.

If I pass by you and don't say "hi", it's because my mind is away and I didn't see you, never because I ignored you.

Things are not handed to me, as you might think. I have to work and fight for the things I want.

When I travel or buy things, my parents aren't paying, I am!

I am getting a few things off my chest here because some people think my life is easy and I have trees on my backyard where the things I want fall from. Also, they think I come from a very rich family and that they sponsor me. Not really!!

Take your time to know me before you judge me.