I am sitting at work again.
It is not my fault that it gets boring in here sometimes.
2.40 hours till I am off.
I am not in a creative mood.
I am trying to think of something to write but it's being pointless.
Anyway... At least I am doing something.

Sometimes ( I have been using this word way tooo much lately!!) I overthink things. I take things to heart very easily and I should't. I try to focus on something else but the mind is an amazing thing and it keeps it up on the subject I want to forget. I am trying to change this and believe me, I am improving. The best solution I found, so far, is to speak it out. To tell what's bothering me and to hear why things happen make me feel better. It makes it softer for me. I am sorry if sometimes (oh the word again) I don't make myself clear and it seems like I am complaining or starting an argument. I am not. I am just throwing out words hoping that my feelings go away with them. And it kind of works...!

I hope I have been understood...:)