status: changing directions...

There is the yell again. The voice inside my head.

I knew that sooner or later it would be loud again .

It's the voice that makes it hard to settle down.

It asks for a change. It is asking for a change.

I have a short time to make a few plans.

I will have a few plans and again a short time to make them happen.

The voice makes my heart starts to race.

The voice makes me wake up and change.

The voice makes me wonder.

And I wonder what I will do to gently shut it up this time.

This voice is inside me.

This voice talks to me.

This voice is me.